3-20-10; 10:30 PM
I never did get that nap….
On the *bright* side -- I'M ALL CAUGHT UP ON JOURNALS!!!!!! So, the next time I go get online, I can put EVERYTHING up! Hooray!
I am DEFINITELY going out to put money on my phone tomorrow. I really wanted to call Yitian today, and couldn't. I was trying to be good to myself, and not go out and about for one more day…. If I wasn't going out for my ballroom lesson, I wasn't going out for *anything.* … =ToT= I'm still upset about that….
I really wanted to call Nana too, actually. While I was working on the Bunker journal, I definitely had a moment of missing my Granddaddy, and of missing my Nana. I dunno -- I've been thinking of the two of them an awful lot while I've been here. It's *so* wonderful to get to talk to my Nana, when I call her -- I love hearing her voice! There's such a wonderful note of happiness in her voice when she realizes it's me on the other end of the line! And you know? I keep getting called "Princess" all over the place, here and there, here in Moscow. It's the strangest thing. Nobody outside of my family ever called me "Princess" growing up, and now, somehow, it just seems to come out, when I least expect it. And every time, I almost expect that I should be seeing my Granddaddy there, calling me that, but it's not him… One one hand, it's really nice to hear the name again, because I can always think about him when I hear it; on the other hand, and least at moments like the one I'm having today, it's a little tough.
My goodness, I could use a hug. A good, honest hug. … I don't have anybody here to get one of those from…
I'm suddenly very happy that I'd intended to go to bed early today… I don't really want to be up anymore… Too much has happened today -- I'm a little too frazzled right now to do anything else productive….
Exhaustedly,
Moscow Kitty; 10:39 PM
=ToT= / =-_-= / = @_@ =
:(
ReplyDeleteTake care of you, alright?