Journal 111

Journal 111

5-7-10

Went off to class today, and spent the day looking forward to my dance lesson.

*****

Once there, I heard probably the best thing I'd heard so far in my lessons from Vitaly:

"I'm happy -- In this moment, I am happy."

-- Yeah, not for long, you aren't. XD Immediately after he said that, I did something so horrendously wrong, his face just fell, and I definitely got the, "What the Hell was that??" look. Oh, brother.

He asked what was wrong with me tonight, and I shared with him about how I was worried about being in the States for 3 weeks, and not dancing. But worrying isn't helping, obviously, I said. (I did not, however, share that I was still unnerved by some of the things Alëna had said…)

*****

I ran off to the Embassy afterwards, trying to relax, and forget about the tough night. A whole bunch of the guys were just relaxing, having a beer. I met Gunny for the first time!!

They all found out I do hand massages. That was pretty funny… Someone jumped line, and then I had to stop, because, as he said, "I'm married!"

After that, Mulzoff and I watched some more Firefly, and then it was time to go home.